Wednesday, December 24, 2008

office blood testing log to mid December 2008

.LOG Comments in red were made on Christ Mass Eve 2008


7:00 AM 3/15/2005

First official useage of the "Sharps" container.
6:39 AM 3/22/2005
A typical morning sampling.
7:26 PM 3/28/2005
Day two of a special testing; no problems.
7:10 PM 3/29/2005
Jim Johnson is doing the upper air release tonight. So, I tested my blood in Scott Reiter's cubical (on the side screened from view) and put the lanclet in the "sharps" container after JJ got around to actually finishing the flight. I didn't want to be in the position of having to remind him (for the second time) that he still had to deal with his release (flight). He got really bitchy when reminded of undone duties...
7:04 PM 4/1/2005
I tested in my usual spot but later than usual. This avoided contact with the cleaning crew and also gave me more time since when I actually took my morning pills: about 12:50 pm. I had gotten so wrapped up with making instant coffee this morning and then testing that I completely forgot the morning pills! Still, I am quite pleased with the results: 129 this am and 102 this pm (at 7 pm).
7:44 PM 4/5/2005
Although Ray Bergert and Matt Gerard were at the work stations closest to me when I did my evening test, neither said anything. So, either they didn't hear or simply didn't want to comment. Either way is fine with me...
10:13 PM 4/8/2005
I actually did the test at 7 pm but kept forgetting to log this in.I'm beginning to wonder how long it will be until I realize I haven'tentered any comments for a week or three...
7:10 AM 4/15/2005
I had to bring a bottle of isopropanol in from the upper air/storage room as I couldn't find my alcohol wipes. This was an uneventful test and had a nice low (low for me) glucose count (131). (This is a late entry made at about 4 pm on 16 April 2005. I forgot this log on the15th...)
7:17 PM 4/19/2005
A routine sampling except that I felt a sense of relief right after the needle punctured; so of like a beta endorphone rush! (rather odd)
7:00 AM 4/22/2005
Routine and no "beta endorphine rush" either... (late entry)
7:03 AM 4/26/2005
Privacy wise, no problem. It took three (3) tries to get a good source and I ended up sampling two "holes". Then, the meter read in the wrong scale and I will have to adjust this before tonight's "sampling".
7:02 AM 5/3/2005
All went well; no problems.
7:06 PM 5/10/2005
Since Matt Gerard did the release, I sought privacy by going to ScottReiter's cubical. No problems except I'm wondering if I've got the meter set to the right scale. A score of 93 mg/dl seems too good tobe true... Release is a rawinsonde release
7:46 PM 5/13/2005
Mike Umscheid has been checking the "towers" to the north of the office so I waited until he did a periodic check and went ahead with testing. Matt Gerard and Mike U. both walked over to check the "towers" as I was cleaning up my mess. Neither looked so I figure they knew what I was doing. This excessive secrecy on my part is humourous, in a way. So are my co-workers reactions...


I'll be "testing my blood" for the rest of my life and certainly the rest of my working life and I wonder how much longer I'll try to be secretive? Still trying to be secretive...

6:52 PM 5/20/2005
Uneventful.
6:59
AM 5/27/2005
Uneventful. A very beautiful morning, with the sun just coming out from behind the clouds and a rabit or two on the lawn.
7:00 PM 5/31/2005
Jason did the release so I tested in his Scotty's cubical, on the invisible side. No big deal, I've done this before. But, I then left the used needle on "my" work table and found it a couple of hours later.I properly disposed of it then...
6:57 AM 6/3/2005
Uneventful and at the usual spot.
6:59 AM 6/7/2005
Scott and Mike Lacy kept going over to check the clouds. I finally gotfed up and did the morning test anyway. Somehow, they managed to not come over until I left...
6:58 AM 6/14/2005
Uneventful. However, the score of 152 has me concerned. It must have been the 30th anniversary cake last night and the rice "pea-lof" {sp}. We'll see tonight as I'm having leftover chicken and "pea-lof" {sp} for lunch... This is roughly the 30th anniversary of my first date with my wife.
6:45 PM 6/21/2005
Since Jennifer was doing the release, I did the test at the "blind side"of Scott's cube. Otherwise, was uneventful.
7:04 PM 6/24/2005
Uneventful. Ed has been running around out here tonight (he has the "P"shift) so I felt an odd reluctance to both test and then to note that in this blog. I did so anyway; faced my sudden and odd fears. It was no problem...
7:00 AM 6/28/2005
Mike U. wandered over to look outside when I was between wetting down my arm and using the needle. He carefully didn't look towards me so I figure he was being discrete...
7:03 PM 7/1/2005
Uneventful and a rather nice and low "score" (92 mg/dl).
6:53 AM 7/8/2005

Uneventful and a rather nice morning; the score was higher (136) butthen I'm fighting a sinus infection and had pasta for dinner last night.
6:54 PM 7/12/2005
Uneventful.
6:48
AM 7/15/2005
Unevenftul.
6:53 AM 7/19/2005
Uneventful. (Late entry made on the 20th...)
7:06 AM 7/26/2005
John Orgler decided to remove an electronic barometer just after I had laid out my testing gear. He didn't say anything, I didn't say anything. I waited until he had finished with packing this device and wondered off before I did the test. It turned out well (for me): 119.
6:56 PM 8/2/2005
Uneventful.
6:52
PM 8/5/2005
Uneventful. I just waited till Mike Lacey
wandered off and Fritz was busy at his computer.
7:20 AM 8/9/2005
I had to wait until Discovery had made it successful and glorious landing. Everyone here was watching the NASA channel on the big screen TV. It was worth it!


My score was 97. This is remarkable as being low for me and for the fact that I ate homemade beef stew around 5:30 last night. Ok, so that would be nearly a 14 hour fast. What puzzles me is the number of times I ate chicken and mixed veggies and still scored way above this. I guess the secret to low morning blood sugar is to eat a relatively small amount of dinner and just try to limit the carbs. (Even if the stew *did* have potatoes and I had a slice of bread!)

7:05 PM 8/12/2005

It was a routine sampling.
The odd thing was that my score was only 95.I say off because I got
distracted this morning and forgot to take my
morning pills. I discovered this and took them at 2:22 pm, when I was
getting ready to go to work. I guess the combination of an hour's walk
this morning and eatting very lightly at lunch helped as much as taking
the pills late. Still, I would have figured on the score being higher...
7:08 AM 8/19/2005
Uneventful.
7:04 AM 8/26/2005
I thought the test strip was going to fail out due to poor blood absorption but it came through. After bragging to Dr. Tarwater
yesterday about how good my levels have been lately, I was a bit dismayed with a 139!
7:04 AM 8/30/2005
Uneventful even though my level was 138! This high level is probablydue to the cold I'm coming down with. I kept waking up with a snuffy nose and had a long sneezing fit this morning!
6:59 AM 9/30/2005
Uneventful. Fritz was asking about "how the diabetes thing" and asked about needles. I said "I'm on the pill but have to check my blood sugar twice a day, twice a week". The notion of having to stick myself with a needle bothered him. Oh, well, I had the same reactions myself before I had to "stick myself". I could demonstrate for him but I won't voluenteer as I think it would gross him out...
7:35 PM 10/4/2005
Uneventful but later than I would have liked due to problems with theupper air soundings...
6:59 AM 10/7/2005
Routine...
7:05
AM 10/11/2005
It started as routine but Mike Wagner came over to ask about something right before I took a sample. I had my equipment laid out but he said nothing. I guess he was just a bit embarrassed...
6:45 AM 10/18/2005
Uneventful but the reading was too high: 143! I'd have thought it wouldbe lower given that I had an Arby's salad and French Dip samwhich last night and drank water with dinner! Maybe I haven't been walking lately and that is causing problems...
6:50 PM 10/25/2005
Uneventful.
7:22
PM 10/28/2005
It should have been uneventful but it was not. The first tapping of myleft forearm did not produce much blood. I tried it anyway but it didn't properly wick the test strip. I made a second forearm tapping but this didn't produce much blood. Then, the meter timed out and the test strip was declared "in error". So, I tapped the outside of my left index finger, put in a new test strip and realized that the second forearm hole had finally produced a goodly amount of blood. This was sufficient for the evening test. The tally (115) was well within my limits and so was acceptable. This a pity it took so much effort and "drilling"...
7:27 AM 10/28/2005
No problems at all. The only delay was that Rick Leupold came over todiscuss the upper air equipment and that put me behind about 10 minutes.
9:02 PM 11/3/2005
I tested on an unusual day (a Thursday) and unusual time: 2 hours aftereatting dinner (actually, about 2 hours and 15 minutes). I did this since "My Diabetic Coach" thought it would be better for me to see how well my body was handling food immediately after eating. A score of 109 must mean that the diet dinner was a good one. I hope. I'll find out when I test tomorrow morning after fasting "all night". Assumming I don't give into hunger and have something to eat when I get home...


I was initially reluctant to test tonight because I didn't really want to. I don't particularly *like* stabbing myself. I translated this into a reluctance to test around my three co-workers. I decided to "face my fear" and tested immediately. The funny thing about testing is that once a get started, it is all quite automatic and simply gets done "by the numbers". No embarrassment or reluctance.

9:03 PM 11/4/2005
I was slightly reluctant as I felt a bit embarrased. However, there wasno problem. I had entirely too much sugar and potatoes at lunch and felt out of sorts in the late aftenoon. However, a "Healthy Choice" dinner helped and my "2-hours-past-eatting-score" was 124. This is fairly good for me, all things considered!
7:15 AM 11/11/2005
Uneventful.
9:03
PM 11/15/2005
Uneventful although 134. This was two hours and about 10 minutes aftereatting a "Healthy Choice" meal "Chicken Broccoli Alfredo".
7:01 AM 11/18/2005
Uneventful even though it was nearly a "dry well". The score of 133was rather high for a 12 hour fast. I can only conclude that dinner (which had baked potato and two rolls at Casey's Cowtown) was too high on sugar making stuff (i.e. potatos and rolls). Oh, well...


7:15 AM 11/22/2005
Was delayed 10 minutes in taking sample since Rick Leopold came overand wanted to talk. That was fine with me; I was happy to talk with him. The reading (121) struck me as a bit too high as I had Dillon's salad last night. It might have been the "hot pocket" I ate with it or the salad dressing.
6:54 AM 11/29/2005
Uneventful. Score a little high (127) but then we had rice pealofwith chicken last night. I wiped off the counter with one of the alcohol swabs meant for cleaning key boards...
8:55 PM 12/6/2005
Tonight, I had a Lean Quizine meal and some "no sugar/no fat" pudding.My score was 154! I don't know if it was the pasta in the Lean Quizine meal or the pudding; it should not have been the pudding. Regardless, something has messed up my stomach, with gas etc. Maybe for Friday night, I'll try coming up with my own meal of roasted or boiled meat, some veggies and a small potatoe. That actually seems to work...


No hesitation tonight and no need to swab off the table...


8:40 PM 12/9/2005
No problems with the sampling. However, I had boiled stew meat, potato baked with slices of onion and boiled brocolli flowers. The two hour post dinner score was 170! I guess it must have been the potatoe and it looks like the "Lean Quizine" is the better - safer - choice than the home made meals...


Cheaper too...


6:45 AM 12/16/2005
No problem with the sampling. However, the score (133) was higher thanI thought it should be. After all, I had two (2) hotdogs for dinner last night, with a glass of tomatoe juice and no ethanol either. I do seem to have the sympthoms of a mild cold (caught from my wife!) and that may have jacked the score. I hope...


In the past, I've bad mouthed my youngest brother for not seeming to be able to keep his blood sugar level under control and now, here I am, having the same kind of trouble (apparently). This is disturbing...


9:21 PM 12/24/2005
I tested 2 hours 6 minutes after finishing dinner (a Hungry Man steakwith sauted {sp} onions and red peppers and mashed potatoes. The score was 111, which is quite good. If I saw any point in using a test strip tomorrow morning, I would probably get a nice low score.


So, why did I test on a Saturday and a Christmas Eve at that?


We went out to dinner last night at Applebys. I had steak, garlic
mashed potatoes, lightly steamed veggies. We split motzerllo {sp} cheese sticks before dinner and I had a small piece of very rich choclate cake with a scoop of vinella ice cream and with choclate syrup drizzled over all this. I tested my blood two hours after eatting this and it was 204! This was the highest I've seen it since I was in the emergency room with bronchitis. I was depressed, went to bed without even sipping some white whine and tested again this morning.


My morning post fasting score (13 hours fasting roughly) was 105. This score of 105 is really nice. Now, I've got to wonder how many times I've patted myself on the back after a good morning score and not realized just how bad it had been the night before...


Well, the A1C is a three month test and the next one is coming up in February 2006. So, I'd better get cracking on the walking, maybe it's time to find the old weight lifting set and start and perhaps I can even sustain a series of daily pushups and sit ups. (Yeah! Right!)

The testing was uneventful and I don't think Fritz noticed.


9:24 PM 12/27/2005
Uneventful and scored 143. Not bad given that I'd eatten dinner two hours before... Times change and I now regard this as bad.


7:17 AM 12/30/2005
Uneventful. I just had to wait for Duane to leave my work station, to get a replacement bulb for the sunshine sensor.


6:50 AM 01/03/2006 Uneventful.


7:02 AM 1/10/2006 Uneventful.


6:46 AM 1/12/2006 Scott kept wandering back to the cubby hole I often work in and where I was checking my blood. I've finally had it with "hiding" my testing and I simply went ahead and "did it". If it bothered him, then too bad. However, I'm quite certain that it did not bother him and that
he regard this as something I have to do...

Otherwise, it was uneventful.


8:58 PM 1/17/2006 Uneventful.


8:52 PM 1/20/2006 Uneventful.


8:41 PM 1/27/2006 Uneventful. Score was 111 and that was 2
hours after eatting aSouth Beach DIet - Penne & Chicken in Roasted Red
Pepper Sauce with Brocolli. Quite tasty. However, I didn't take my morning
pills until almost 2:20 pm and with the pills at 6:15 pm, I might have had a bit of an overdose. Well, no problem...

I'll just have to give this meal a try again. Perhaps 7 February?

6:47 AM 2/3/2006 Uneventful.


9:09 PM 2/7/2006 Uneventful despite my not wanting to
test. I had the silly fear of being asked to not test in spite of being
under MD's order to do so. Anyway, after having a salad and some crackers for dinner, my score was 152! This was remarkably high and I'm wondering if there are factors other than simply food that jacked it. It could be enough to make me dispair. (Yes, I *did* take the evening metformin.)


7:02 AM 2/21/2006 uneventful, even through I bled a log
(at least I didn't waste atest strip). The score (132) was a bit high
given that I had salad
and a "diet" dinner last night...


6:48 AM 2/24/2006 Uneventful.


9:35 pm 2/28/2006 Uneventful.


6:56 AM 3/29/2006 My first testing since coming back from
my Mother's funeral. Inormally test on Tuesdays but since I was at the
Portland Airport
yesterday, I put it off for a day. (My brother Jim claims he never
tests anymore...) My score was 134. Given that I had a small TV
dinner at 6:20 pm last night, this is way too high. It has to be
caused by time changes and the residue of the grunge I picked up
in Oregon.
7:17 AM 4/4/2006 No problems, uneventful. I should have
tested a half hour earlierbut I got busy talking with Scott and Mike W.
and "lost track of
the time". Oh, well and no harm done...
7:27 AM 4/7/2006 No problem. I just waited until Tim and
Scott got tired of lookingout the windows at the very, very, light rain.
The score of 126
seems a bit high given that I had salad for dinner last night...
9:13 PM 4/11/2006 For dinner tonight, I had a "Healthy
Choice" Beef Pot Roast (withGravy, Carrots, Roasted Potatoes adn Apple
Raisin Crisp. If there
were ANY raisins in it, they were hidden in the Crisp and I'm happy
to say I didn't find any...


More to the point, my 2-hours-after-eatting-score was 119!


This would be a fine morning-fasting-score but 2 hours after eatting
it is a fantastic score!


I reread an early post where in I mentioned that I waited "until Mike
Lacy wandered off" before testing. I might pause a minute or so but
I'm not going to put it off long. I read a lot of encouraging notes
in the ADA Type 2 Message Boards (I'd written about being embarrassed
to test) and I'm just not hiding any more...


9:21 PM 4/14/2006 Uneventful even thought the 2 hour past
dinner score (130) was a bithigh. I guess having a sinus infection has
jacked it up...


9:56 PM 4/19/2006 Tonight I had "Healthy Choice" Chicken
Brocolli Alfredo. My score was146. I figure it could be the noodles or
simply that I was feeling
under the weather today. Oh, well...


10:14 PM 4/21/2006 Tonight, I had "South Beach Diet":
"Asian Inspired Orange Beef" (beefslices & brown rice in Orange Sauce
with Brocolli, bamboo shoots and
carrots), a banna and a Diet Pepsi. My score was 149. I'm wondering if
the banna jacked it up.


On a more technical matter, the puncture didn't lead to a very good
drop of blood. I had to try 3 times before enough blood entered the
test strip for the meter to begin processing. I was convinced that I
had wasted the test strip...


07:10 AM 4/28/2006 No problem and a good score (113). [This
is a late entry...]


7:17 AM 5/17/2006 This is a Wednesday and not my usual
Tuesday. I went to the SalvationArmy dinner last night and given that
would end around 8 pm and post
dinner testing would be about an hour after I went to bed, I decided
to test today. It was 134! This was a bit more than I'd like but then
the dinner was salad with standard dressing, mystery meat Salsbury
"Steak" (some kind of hamberger), mashed potatoes and pan gravy, a
couple (well three) soda bisquits and a piece of choclate pie (shaped
like a piece of cake) and water.


As for the test itself: uneventful.


9:50 PM 5/23/2006 Uneventful in spite of testing in midst
of severe weather event.


9:56 PM 5/31/2006 Uneventful.


9:23 PM 6/2/2006 Eventful. Test done about 2 hours and
2-3 minutes after finishingdinner. It took several attempts before the
meter recognized the blood
sample; actually, it wouldn't "accept" blood from one side but did from
the other. I wonder if this was a bad test strip?


Anyway, the score was 82! This is a nearly unprecidented low number.


For dinner, I had Healthy Choice, Beef Pot Roast with Gravy, Carrots,
Roasted Potatoes and Apple Raisin Crisp. (There were only three raisins
so this was a very, very good batch!)


The low score may be believable given the mood swings I was experiencing
an hour or so after finishing dinner...


9:36 PM 6/11/2006 Uneventful.


9:32 PM 6/13/2006 Uneventful (even if my forearm is
itching...). The odd thing is myscore of 118 is less than the fasting
score this morning (120). Of
course, it could all be due to me discovering that I'd forgotten to
take my morning pills; I took them about 2:20 pm...


For dinner, I had the same meal as on 6/2/2006...


7:08 AM 6/16/2006 Uneventful...


7:51 AM 6/20/2006 Uneventful. I'd expected a score of less
than 121 given I had asalad last night for dinner. Maybe it was all the
extras on the salad?
6:57 AM 6/23/2006 Uneventful...7:05 AM
6/27/2006 Uneventful...9:53 PM 7/04/2006
Uneventful...9:43 PM 7/11/2006
Uneventful...9:44 PM 7/14/2006 Uneventful bascially.
However, Tim Burke wanted to discuss theUpcoming conference as I wanted
to go over to my usual test site
and to test my blood sugar. I tested about 2 hours and 6 minutes
rather than the usual 2 hours. It was a reasonable level (136).
6:56 AM 7/21/2006 Uneventful save for how much the needle
stung. It hasn't hurtthis much in well over a year; I'll just have to
avoid that part
of my left forearm.
9:30 PM 7/25/2006 Uneventful. No problem with pain but the
"stabbing point" didstart itching a couple of minutes later.
6:48 AM 7/28/2006 Uneventful, even if Scott Reiter kept
coming back while I waschecking...


6:54 AM 8/1/2006 Uneventful. My score was 88 and that is
in literally in a handfulof scrores I've had under 100 since 11 May
2006. Of course, it could
be my own damn fault. Yesterday, around noon, I noticed that I'd
apparently not taken my morning pills. (This has happened a couple
of times before.) So, I took the pills. Then, I clearly remembered
having taken the pills around 7:20 am. It was about a half hour
later that the effects of a metformin overdose hit me (diaherria).
I was still at the office and nothing untoward happened...
My score this morning was 88. It could have been the dinner I
fixed last night: brots in buns, boiled carrots and potatoes (Kathie
took mostof the carrots so I wa "stuck" with the potatoes) and
GREAT strawberries with low cal Diet Whip[ped cream] and water.
Maybe eatting right was the trick.
I suppose I could test the meter to check the calibration but I
don't see any reason to spend the money.
6:56 AM 8/8/2006 Uneventful.6:44 PM 8/15/2006
Uneventful. However, I picked a spot just below the band aid fromthis
morning and it stung for a couple of seconds and now itches.
Otherwise, it was a good afternoon score. (I'm losing it! I should
have tested two hours after eatting...)
9:27 PM 8/15/2006 I tested two hours after eatting. The
test itself was uneventfulbut the score rather high (158!). Maybe I have
not been working out
much lately and this is showing up...


If that were the case, then why was my pre-dinner score so nice? (130)
6:55 PM 8/18/2006 Uneventful save for the fact that I took
the reading before eattingdinner and not two hours after. Either I'm
rebelling to something and
have reverted to the initial testing schedule or I'm stressing out
and badly need a vacation. Perhaps the thought that all my upcoming
"vacations" for the next 1.5 years are going to be Lions related is
bothering me?
9:35 PM 8/18/2006 Uneventful.9:55 pm 8/22/2006
Uneventful save for it being too high! 155! Of course, it was highthis
morning: 134. It could be an effect of what I've had to eat
lately or the diahreha that I think came from the salad and salad
dressing I had for lunch...
10:18 PM 8/25/2006 Uneventful. Score was 141; I had two
fried chicken wings and achicken breast for dinner.
6:50 AM 9/1/2006 Uneventful.9:40 PM 9/5/2006
Uneventful save that the number was a big high: 143. It could havebeen
the "Healthy Choice" Meal I had or simply the upset stomach and
diaheria that I think I got from the lunch I had (Arby's Southwest
Club Salad...)
6:52 AM 9/8/2006 Uneventul abeit a bit high. It seems like
last night's mostly meatMexican (and flan for desert) had a lingering
effect...
6:54 AM 9/12/2006 Uneventfulsave for one amusing event:
Scott Reiter came over toask me to make a log entry and when he saw I
was about to "stab
myself", he turned around and trundled off (quickly!). He was able
to pass his message to me over his shoulder...
7:13 AM 9/19/2006 Uneventful but high: 150! I had a low
cal TV dinner (lazanna{sp})last night and a bowl of chicken noodle soup.
The soup may have
whacked my blood sugar...


Something to keep in mind...


9:41 PM 9/26/2006 Uneventful but a bit high: 151. Given
that I had a "Healthy Choicemeal (A Healthy Choice Grilled White Meat
Chicken in Roasted Red Pepper Alfredo Sauce over
Linguini Pasts with Broccoli Florets and (of course!)
a can of D.P.), I have to wonder why the score was so high only two hours
after eatting? Could it be this type of food may be dietary but not
diabettic "safe"? Could it be my metformin is tapering off and that
could lead to me having to use stronger medicines and eventually go
on the dreaded needle? Could it be I should simply try coming up with
` a home brew meal that is high on veggies and fruit and low fat? I
could try...


It could also be a lack of proper exercise.


09:37 PM 9/29/2006 Uneventful even through the meal I had
should have granted me alower score than 151.
9:48 PM 10/3/2006 Uneventful even though it took me three
tries to get enough bloodfor a sampling and I had to use both sides of
the test strip. Also,
my arm is itching quite a bit (this is a very rare occurrance).
9:47 PM 10/6/2006 Uneventful.7:08 AM
10/13/2006 Uneventful. A bit high (148) and this could be attributed to
thedinner I had last night (a Quiznos sub and bowl of chicken soup) or
to a possible cold I seem to have. I'll have to see what happens
after I eat dinner tonight (tentatively Dillon's salad and low cal
dressing...)
9:38 PM 10/17/2006 Uneventful but I just wasn't in the
mood tonight. I can see myselfskipping a night and then just letting the
testing slide. It was a
"good" score... (140)
7:02 AM 10/20/2006 Uneventful even if I wasn't in the
mood... My score (142) was a bithigh but probably not too horrible given
I'd had homemade stew last
night (with lots of potatoes in it) and had gotten an upset stomach
from too much fat (beef fat in the stew meat and possibly the virgin
olive oil).
7:07 PM 10/23/2006 Uneventful. A good score (127) given
that I had roast beef,with carrots and potatoes roasted with the beef
and a glass of
white wine! I was pleased with it...
9:10 PM 11/7/2006 Uneventful and nice: 123! This in spite
of a heavy lunch that hadme physically upset all afternoon.
8:45 PM 11/10/2006 Uneventful.


8:46 PM 11/17/2006 Uneventful.


9:03 PM 12/19/2006 Uneventful even if I got called away
just before I poked myself.The score - 141 - was a bit higher than I'd
hoped for but much less
than I feared it would be! I had potatoes, corn, chicken and a little
left over boiled cabbage. So, I guess the potatoes just "flashed" to
blood sugar fairly fast. However, it could have been much worst: I
could have eatten stuff with sugar in it...
8:59 PM 12/22/2006 Uneventful. My score was 130 and this
was a bit higher than I'dexpected given I'd eatting "veggie" for dinner
and had drunk water.
Oh, well...
8:55 PM 12/27/2006 Uneventful, if a bit higher than I'd
like to see after eatting a"Healthy Choice" meal (133).
9:25 PM 12/30/2006 Uneventful.8:47 PM 1/9/2007
Uneventful save that my arm bleed a lot more than I had anticipated.I
had trouble getting any blood this morning (at home) and was happy
to see a large bubble. Unfortunately, that large bubble meant having
to go "scrounge up" a bandaid. So, I lost 5 or 6 drops of blood...
8:47 PM 1/30/2007 I got tired of going over to the Upper
Air work station anddecided to test at my usual work position. I was
inspired by a man
at the Lions Mid Winter Rally who simply and quietly gave himself an
insulin shot at the dinner table one night. He didn't run off and hide
or go to his room: he did what he needed to do and no one noticed.
Well, no one said anything anyway.


So, I decided to stop "hiding" and turned my back at the only
co-worker present: Mike Lacey. He didn't appear to notice and I
didn't bring attention to my actions. In the future, I think I'll
try testing more from my work station. Of course, if there is a lot
of traffic in the room, I'll reconsider...


8:48 PM 2/02/2007 I was going to test at my work station
but Mike U. came in earlyand was wondering around. This lead to the
possible embarrassment of
"getting caught" so I went to my upper air work station and "tested"
there...


7:21 PM 2/6/2007 John Finch walked over and asked me if I
was "keeping a journal".I told him "I have to keep track of what I eat"
and changed the
subject.
8:42 PM 2/6/2007 Uneventful and done at the Upper Air work
station vice my usualwork station.
8:48 PM 2/9/2007 Uneventful. With a new man at work (Mike
Scott), I felt a littlenervous about my usual testing; I didn't want to
have to answer
any questions. My privacy was preserved (as expected) and tis
another successul self-stabbing!
9:03 PM 2/17/2007 Uneventful. Jennifer was working at the
work station closest tothe Upper Air work station. I realized that if I
wanted privacy,
walking oved there and testing would draw attention to myself. So,
I tested at my usual work station. Sometimes, you can have privacy
in a very public place.


I have thought for years that "testing" at the U/A work station
merely gives the illusion of privacy.


Anyway, my score was 168 and was a lot higher than I'd hoped for...
9:11 PM 2/20/2007 Uneventful even if I tested at my usual
work station. The scorewas quite nice: 116


9:43 PM 3/13/2007 Eventful.


I was slightly disorientated before the flight and had to focus hard;
the flight went well.
Just before testing my blood, I told John Finch that "I'm going to
do something I haven't done in years, I'm going to admit that I'm
about to 'poke myself'." He said "ok". I don't normally tell folks
when I'm about to test my blood for fear of offending them. I didn't
care tonight.
It took two tries. Each time, I didn't get a clean beed of blood, I
got an outpouring. I tested with one side on the first "hole" and
re-punchured and tested using the other side.
My score was 77!
This is a remarkably low score (for me). I don't know if it is
real or if I tested before letting the alcohol fully dry before the
second testing. (I had to hurry with the 2nd testing to get it done
before the strip and meter "timed out".
I'm going to write the ADA and ask them if testing with a little
alcohol on my arm could throw off the scores.
The other explanation for this figure and my carelessness is
hypoglycemia and that is both a very very rare (for me) occurrance
and a scary one as well...


9:41 PM 3/23/2007 Eventful!


My first attempt at sampling resulting in two punctures with blood
smearing out; I've finally figured out that holding the spring device
steady on my arm isn't too steady and can lead to creating a tear and
not a hole. Anyway, I sampled on the left side of the stripe and that
didn't work. I sampled on the right side and came up with a score of
"34"!
Thirtyfour? At 34, I should have been passed out on the floor!
I immediately did a second test and came up with a far more
reasonable figure: 116.
This is enough to make me question the "77" I had recently...


With four co-workers in the area I didn't feel like testing "in
public" and it would be silly to go back to the work station I
usually test at. So, I went into one of the unoccupied cubicals
and stabbed away to my heart's content...


7:22 AM 4/3/2007 Uneventful. (This is very much a late
entry as I simply forgotthis log and didn't fill it in until 7:23 AM
4/7/2007...
9:29 PM 4/24/2007 Uneventful, even if it took two tries to
get the reading. I've beenfeeling out of sorts tonight, slight headache
and feeling forgetful.
A score of 111 doesn't really suggest hypoglycemia but what else
could have upset me???
9:41 PM 4/27/2007 I had difficulty in getting a good
sample. The first stabbingresulted in a smeared out "flood" of "blood".
I sampled off the
left side of the stipe and it failed; I squeezed out another sample
of blood into the right side of the strip and got a very good
reading: 71!


I am feeling far too good for such a low reading and sampled again
from another "site" and got a more realistic 122. If the first reading
had been good, I should have gotten something much closer to 71. Oh,
well...
9:48 PM 5/1/2007 Testing done about 7 minutes later than I
should have; I got distractedand didn't remember in time. My score was
higher (143) than I thought
it should have been given how hungry I've been this afternoon and
evening. Hypothesis: walking on the treadmill and then pumping iron
` jazzed up my metabolism and that made me hungrier than normal...


9:34 PM 5/4/2007 Uneventful save that I went to a
different location since there areway too many people in here for me to
feel comfortable with "testing"
at my usual spot. I used the unused desk in Rick Sloan's cubical...
10:09 PM 5/15/2007 Uneventful. Since Ray was the only
other person here, I testedat my work station. My score of 120 was quite
nice; it was below
my morning score of 123! I've got to wonder if this is simply due
to what I'd eatten this afternoon/evening or if the treadmill
walking this morning had a long term effect of jazzing up my
metabolism. I guess I can ask ADA.
9:38 PM 6/4/2007 This being a Moanday night is not my
usual testing night. However,events conspired to keep me from evening
testing this past Friday
and so I took the opportunity to test tonight. Otherwise, uneventful...
9:28 PM 6/6/2007 Uneventful. I should have "tested" last
night but got wrapped up inconversation. Suzzi Burgert came in (with her
son) and was talking
about a visit the family made to Greensburg. The combination of talking
(which made me late) and the boy running around lead me to postpone...)
9:52 PM 6/8/2007 Uneventful albeit higher than I would
have thought (140) given I hada "Healthy Choice" meal. It must have been
that rascally popcorn...
9:34 PM 6/12/2007 I used the left side of the test strip
and this failed; before themachine could time out, I poked another hole
and used the other side
of the test strip. The result was 100. While this does seem a bit low
it isn't low enuf to warrant expending another test strip. After all,
I did have a salad for lunch and a Healthy Choice meal and I've been
feeling quite hungry for the past hour. So, this is probably a correct
(righteous?) reading and I should allow myself to have the occasional
"low" reading. After all, I never scream "bad reading" when the score
is much higher! (i.e. 154 last night...)


9:45 PM 6/15/2007 Eventful. I did the test at the usual
work station in spite of threeco-workers being near me. I did so because
I did not want to lug the
testing gear around to a more seculed place; getting around on crutches
is a real hassle!



9:40 PM 7/16/2007 Uneventful. I did the test at my usual
work station because I didnot want to have to carry test gear and etc
over to the U/A station.
I'm on crutchs and lugging this would not only be a hassle but would
contervene the point of "hiding" at the U/A station: I would bring
attention to myself! Actually, I'm completely tired of thinking I
have something to hide here. If anyone cares that I'm quitely stabing
myself then I have yet to see any indication of this!



9:43 PM 7/18/2007 Uneventful. I did the Tuesday evening
test tonight; I forgot to testlast night. (I kind of got out of the
practice of "testing" when I was
in Chicago and couldn't test there...) After I got done testing at my
usual work station and bundled up the used materials for proper
disposal, I realized that Jamie B. was behind me doing a montly wx
ob.


Oh, well, she won't mention my testing and I won't either...



9:29 PM 7/25/2007 A non-event because I "accidentally"
forgot to take my meds beforeeatting dinner and by the time I did take
the metformin, it was too
late for tonight. Actually, I haven't had the enthusiasm for testing
lately. It finally sunk in that if my "score" is too high, there is
nothing I can do about it!
Besides, I read an article lately that suggested that non-insulin
users are wasting their time and money by testing. I fear I have bought
into this "heresy"! It seems like I have been Sabotaging myself by not
taking the testing equipment with me or "forgetting" to take the pills
soon enough or forgetting exactly when I finished eatting dinner...
I think I've become very tired of being diabetic and am in grave
danger of thinking I can "behave normally". i.e. Live like I'm a
fully healthy non-diabetic.
I've seen this happen to others and the grave results. Actually, it
isn't that bad. I take good care of my feet, worry about losing weight,
try to "eat right" and when I wasn't gimped up with the broken ankle,
was working out quite religiously.
Had I not broken the ankle, I might be doing 25 minutes at 4 mph and
then 5 minutes at 4.5-5 mph on the treadmill...



9:50 PM 7/26/2007 Uneventful and done at my work station.
I got busy doing other stuffand came close to missing "the time" but
looked at the clock at exactly
the right time. My score of 147 was a shock! It was too damn high given
that I'd had a "Healthy Choice" meal (and some Freetos) two hours before
and made sure I took my pills...


Maybe some of the "Healthy Choice" meals aren't so "Healthy" when it
comes to the blood sugar???


9:35 PM 7/28/2007 I "accidentally" forgot to check...


9:35 PM 7/29/2007 I "accidentally" forgot to check...


9:35 PM 7/30/2007 I "accidentally" forgot to check...


I seem to have a serious problem with not wanting to "do my duty" and
check my blood sugar at work.


Tonight (5 August 2007) could be more of the same as Ed will be here
tonight and it was Ed's presence that was my excuse for "forgetting..."





9:40 PM 8/5/2007 Uneventful. I did the test at the U/A
station (Ed had gone back tohis office so it didn't feel awkard to carry
the test gear bag over
there). I had a good score. Either this means my body is finally
recovering from the broken ankle or a "good" breakfast (South Beach
Diet), an "OK" lunch and a "good" dinner (a South Beach Diet) had
resulted in "good sugar levels...


Well, I can hope...



9:43 PM 8/7/2007 uneventful. My score was 152, which seems
a bit high given I had someleft over pork chop, maybe a cup of corn and
a 1.5 oz bag of "Cheez-It"
crackers; my drink was a can of D.P.


I was rather taken aback by the size of this reading...



8:45 PM 8/28/2007 I left home in a bit of a hurry and
forgot to take the meter withme. I'll have to test tomorrow night.
10:00 PM 8/29/2007 Uneventful even if I overthought where
I should test; I defaultedwith the U/A work station. I was surprised
with the score of 145 given
I'd had a "Healthy Choice" meal. Maybe it was all the refined rice in
this meal or just the few freetos I had? The meal was:
Healthy Choice Cafe Steamers™ Cajun Style
Chicken & Shrimp (Chicken Breast & Scrimp With Rice &
Vegetables In Cajun Style Sauce), a handfull or so of
Fretos and a can of D.P.


9:59 PM 8/31/2007 Uneventful. I had a good score after
eatting stewed pork chops, sourkraut, some potatoes and two (2!) cans of
D.P. It certainly tasted good
and I had made the mistake of having it available...



10:10 PM 9/18/2007 No problems with the testing save that
it still hurts (a very rareoccurrance) and the level (173) was way too
damn high! It would seem
the meal I had (A marie Callender's Fettuccini with Chicken &
Broccoli (Chicken Breast in Creamy, Alfredo Sauce) had
way too much in the way
of things bad for me! It wasn't just bland!



9:15 PM 10/8/2007 No problemo, nothing out of the ordinary
and a good score: 128.



9:39 PM 10/9/2007 Eventful but no problemo. A large group
of Emergency Managers camein and were hanging out in the operations area
watching displays of
various weather products via the projector. No one wondered over to
see what I was doing...



09:40 PM 10/12/2007 Uneventful.



9:31 PM 10/19/2007 Uneventful. It was a little high (148)
given that I had a HealthyChoice meal but then I think it might have
been the two mini-Oreos or
something about the meal that has me slightly sick to my stomach...


9:53 PM 10/30/2007 Uneventful. However, the score seemed
a bit low (103) and I hadto wonder if there had been too much alcohol on
my arm when I used the
needle. It also took two tries but I think I simply hadn't gotten a
good bead the first time.


Then, too, I had not eatten anything (save a bit of dark choclate in
the late afternoon) before eatting a "Healthy Choice" meal. Maybe I can
let myself believe that low scores can happen???



9:01 PM 11/20/2007 Uneventful.


I was distressed to realize that I'd forgotten to take my Metformin.
I suppose the advantage of being on the needled vic pill is it would
be harder to forget the damned needle?



8:54 PM 11/23/2007 Uneventful.



8:48 PM 11/30/2007 Uneventful. However, the score of 157
surprised and actually shockedme! I had a small dinner (A can of
Healthy Choice Chicken With Rice Soup and a 1.5 oz bag of
"Cheeze-It" (Baked Snack Crackers) added and of course, a
can of D.P.) that should have dropped my blood sugar but it did not. If
something this minor could lead to such high results, I
could dispair. I wonder how much longer it might be before
I have to goto the needle?



9:21 PM 1/1/2008 Uneventful but high. It would seem that
beef stew (albeit mostly beef)is still high on the "gylsemic index" due
to the small amount of potatoes in it, the potatoes that
cooked down in the gravy and the flour with which I thickened
the gravy. Oh, well...



9:14 PM 1/4/2008 Uneventful and lower than this morning!



8:50 PM 1/9/2008 Uneventful but higher than I would have
like to see (147). I havebeen feeling out of sorts lately and wonder if
that isn't being reflected in my blood sugar?


9:17 PM 1/11/2008 Uneventful.



9:09 PM 1/22/2008 Uneventful save for the fact that my
score of 97 is the lowest it hasbeen in years! This past Friday, I
scored 250! (The highest it has been
in some time.) I just don't get this blood sugar stuff! sigh...



8:43 PM 2/12/2008 Uneventful, sampling wise, even if the
needled pierce hurt more thanusual and the pain is lingering. On the
subject of tonight's dinner:
"My 2 hour afterwards score was 127. Given that I had eaten food
which is not "flashy" (to blood sugar), I'm disappointed the score
was so high!"



9:07 PM 2/15/2008 Uneventful but a bit high (150) given
that I had stewed pork chops,sour kraut, potatoes, onion flakes and used
a very cheap cooking beer
to stew this in. Perhaps it was the potatoes that "did me in" or it
was the upset digestion I've had for several days...
9:05 PM 3/2/2008 Uneventful and quite good for a change
(119). I think it was theHealthy Choice meal I had...



9:34 PM 3/4/200 Uneventful. A bit higher than what I had
hoped for but then I ate a"regular" meal which had a lot of potatoes in
it and ended up with
ingestation. Both probably helped jack the score...


9:40 PM 3/25/2008 Uneventful. However, my score of 168
after eatting a "Healthy Choice"meal makes me wonder if "Healthy Choice"
is really a "Healthy Choice" if
I want to lower my blood sugar? Maybe I should gin up veggie, fruit and
meat (a small amount only) dinners on my own?



9:50 PM 4/1/2008 Uneventful but surprising! When I was
getting ready to check my bloodsugar, I realized that I'd forgotten to
take my evening pills. SO, I
thought, what is the point? I'll just test tomorrow night. Then, I
thought "screw it. I screwed up and might as well see how bad it can
get if I didn't take the pill." So, I tested out at 174. The amazing
thing is that I occasionally get a score that high when I've taken the
pills and had scores much higher when I was on that lung medication.
(i.e. in the 240s! Dr. H. said this medication often raised blood sugars
to the 300s or 400s...)



10:10 PM 4/4/2008 Uneventful. The score was one of my
best (138) evening scores lately!I had baked hamberger, about a cup of
boiled barley, almost a cup of
broccoli florets and a can of DP. This actually tasted better than the
Healthy Choice stuff I have been eatting (even if very bland) and was
better for me! I am going to try fish, veggies and barley (again) next
week...



9:53 PM 4/15/2008 Uneventful. The score was 127, which is
one of my best evening scoresrecently. I'd like to say it was due to
walking a lot this morning but
it really had a lot to do with eatting a bland low carb dinner:
* baked boneless skinned chicken
* boiled broccoli florets
* boiled barley
* two cans of DP (I needed something with a little flavour!)
The drawback was I had sugar craving before dinner and then starting
about an hour after finishing dinner...


Lunch was yogurt, an orange and a balonie samwhich and four little
sugar donuts. I really had the sugar cravings after lunch!




9:58 PM 5/6/2008 Uneventful and a score of 116; my morning
score was 113 so I'm almostirrationally pleased with this. I had a
"Healthy Choice" meal (Salmon)
and walked for 35 minutes at 3.5 mph and then 5 minutes at 4.1 mph and
a cooldown that went from this high to 3.3 mph this morning at the
Sheridan Center.




9:54 PM 5/9/2008 Uneventful even if I tested at my work
station rather than drawattention to myself by testing at the Upper Air
station. I got a
very good score: 113! This came, I'm sure, from having slightly
stewed pork chops, sour krat and potatoes (plus a can of DP) for
dinner...



9:42 PM 5/24/2008 Uneventful and fairly good (128). The
meter stopped working and ittook 10 days to get a set of replacement
batteries.



9:53 PM 6/17/2008 Uneventful and not too bad (137) given
my dinner (Boston Marketmeatloaf and mashed potatoes and brown gravy)
has the dreaded flash-
to-sugar-potatoes (but not much and certainly less than what I would
have served myself!).


9:36 PM 6/20/2008 Uneventful. My evening score was 116
and my morning was 113. I hada Healthy Choice Cafe Steamers
chicken/noodle/broccoli dish with a can
of DP added. Lunch was a mess of pseudo-Chinese cooking and a desert
at King's Buffet (desert was a scoup of vinilla ice creamme, a scoop
of choclate ice creamme and about a scoup of choclate pudding). I'd
have thought this would jack my blood sugar but then I walked (treadmill)
4.1 mph for 43 minutes this morning and that may have lowered my
blood sugar.


I can hope!


It could simply be a quirk or reaction to summer...


9:30 PM 6/25/2008 Uneventful. My score of 144 is directly
related to what I had fordinner: stewed boneless skinless chicken and
lots of rice (plus a can
of DP). It was the rice "that did me in!" I'll have to do better on
Friday...



9:51 PM 6/27/2008 Uneventful and good (115); this was less
than this morning (116). Ihad stewed pork chops, sour krat and potatoes
plus two (2) cans of DP
for dinner.



10:06 PM 7/16/2008 Uneventful albeit high (176). This was
caused by having a dinnerwhich had both mashed potatoes and a brownie
and having had a couple
of slices of Kathie's birthday cake (with vinilla ice creamme) around
2 pm. (Well, probably the mashed potatoes and brownie did me in.)


9:47 PM 7/29/2008 Uneventful even if a bit high (149). At
least not as high as thelast entry...



9:48 PM 8/1/2008 Uneventful and once again, the stewed
pork chops, potatoe and sour krathas come thru for me! (Score of 124)
Early this afternoon, I thought
that I'd taken my evening pills this morning so I put the morning pills
in a plastic zip lock bag for tonight and took them with dinner. It was
only after I had finished dinner that I realized that I'd put my evening
pills in a pill box and forgotten that I'd done this; I remember "moving
on auto-pilot" this morning before my first cup of coffee but to forget
this and to forget to take my morning pills is an irritating (and perhaps
scary) thing. I guess I'll just have to be more focused on the mantra
of "take pills with a meal"...


Oh, well...



9:45 PM 8/19/2008 Uneventful.



9:49 PM 9/9/2008 Uneventul and not too horribly high
given that I had some ice creammeabout 6:30 pm.



9:57 PM 9/12/2008 Uneventful and not too bad (129) given
that I had stewed pork chops,potatoes and sour krat and only walked 10
minutes today...



10:16 PM 9/28/2008 Uneventful but a bit higher than I
would have expected. I had aHealthy Choice pot roast, potatoes, carrots
and apple pie. So, it is
obvious that the Healthy Choice meal was low in calories but not
exactly what a diabetic needed; perhaps, I am wrong and other factors
caused my score (128).



9:48 PM 10/21/2008 We're working severe and I had to
squeeze in time to check theblood sugar; it was 115 and a very nice
reading due to having stewed
pork chops, some noodles and a lot of sour krat and a can of DP.



9:46 PM 10/23/2008 Uneventful. I have a rather large
bruise on my left forearm nearthe usual places I check my blood from.
I'm a bit worried as to why
this bruse suddenly popped up in the past several days.



9:46 PM 10/31/2008 Annoying. I felt "shy" and did the test
in a seculed corner of Rick'scubical and that meant I didn't have to
wonder past Jennifer who was
working at a work station almost in view of where I'd have tested. Not
that it really mattered as I ended up walking past her to dispose of the
used lanclet. My score was higher than I thought it should have been!
I did my longest walk on the treadmill today, lifted weights, had boiled
chicken, boiled broccoli and not that much boiled rice for dinner. Still,
my score was 141!


Oh, well, I can tell myself that I was feeling under the weather today
(which is true) and still have the aftermath of being ill last nigth.
Or, I could simply reaffirm that I do not understand blood sugar!



8:26 PM 11/8/2008 I didn't feel like walking over to the
upper air station so I testedmy blood sugar at my usual work station. If
anyone noticed, they (Jon
Finch mainly and Fritz Kruze) didn't say anything. Actually, Fritz
could not have noticed and Jon was busy...


Anyway, given this was my first evening meal after starting a reduced
food plan (i.e. "diet") and I am pleased with the result: 113 at about
an hour and 55 minutes after starting dinner.



8:45 PM 11/11/2008 Uneventful. The score (141) was a bit
higher than I would haveliked but it was to be expected given my "meal
plan" sort of called
for me to eat white rice. I forgot to bring carrots and maybe they
would have helped?


Oh, well...



8:11 PM 12/2/2008 My score was simply unbelievable: 184!
This is expecially hard tocomprehend given I had boiled chicken, a
boiled potatoe (which disolved
in the juices I put over the top of the potatoe), an apple and carrots
with nothing to drink. A couple of hours before dinner, I did eat a
fudge cookie but I can't believe this would have screwed up (jacked up)
my score so horribly!


Truly, blood sugar is an eginma!



9:07 PM 12/12/2008 Well, I expected it to be high tonight
and it was: 196. I hadplanned on having tuna fish, boiled rice and
boiled corn. I accidentally
left the tuna home and had the rice and corn. I have to wonder if my
score would have been lower had the tuna fish been mixed in with the
rice and corn in my stomach? Perhaps the fish would have slowed the
production of blood sugar? (I don't know and really don't think it
would be wise to run this experiment...)


Oh, well, I still have six months before the next A1C.


Testing wise, I tested at my new work station and ignored the person
seated at my back.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

2008 view of "Waiting For the Shoe to Drop"

Type 2 times: Waiting For the Shoe to Drop...

Type 2 times: Waiting For the Shoe to Drop...

This was my first posting post diagnosis in 2004. My wife was not thrilled about me talking about this to anyone* and hoped I would keep my mouth shut. Since then, I have met a large number of people with this illness and others I know have had complications:
At that time (2004), my brother Charlie still had a left leg and most of his right leg. His right leg ends in mid-theigh and his left leg ends in mid calf.

A friend's grandaughter was on the insulin pump; she has now graduated from high school and is still on the pump. She did "take off a summer" (2006) and just used injections.

Just before he started 10th grade, her y0unger brother "came down with" type 1 diabetics as well and is now on the needle.

A friend of mine was using "lizard spit" but kept having adverse reactions to it and went back to metformin and something else. This is kind of a "no shit" when you conisider that

  1. "lizard spit" is in a saliva of gila monsters,
  2. gila monsters are venimous lizards,
  3. "lizard spit" must be a conponent of gila monster venim!
Q.E.D.: To some people, injecting "lizard spit" is to inject gila monster venim!

If you like irony, consider the irony of my wife now being treated for "pre-diabeties". She still doesn't like to talk about her pre-diabetes but is a little more comfortable about talking about mine. I guess she's gotten used to it...
"So, why am I sprewing this out? Because my wife is embarrassed when I do mention "my condition" and posting my remarks to a blog sounds like a private confession that few will read. sigh"

Friday, November 28, 2008

Repentanance

I repent the stupid things I thougth about my brother and his blood sugar control problems years ago. That is years before I was diagnosed (7 May 2004) and after his health began to crap out. I found it easy to say "I can't understand why he has trouble keeping his blood sugar under control. Just eat the right food and it would be easy!"

Experience has taught me that "just eat the right food is horribly simplistic; I try to eat good but it it damn hard to keep the blood sugar under control. May be it takes more than working out and trying to eat right to reach this goal. Maybe it would take insulin or something than metformin but I am not willing to go there...

It is enough to make me think that God is kicking my ass to get me to begin proper thinking and to be more sympathetic.

I wasn't sympathetic after Charlie (my youngest brother) lost his right foot to a major infection and had to walk on crutches. I became far more sympathetic after breaking my left ankle around 6:25 pm, 13 June 2007, and then had to use crutches or a motorized wheel chair.

I suck when it comes to getting around whilst unable to walk but I look good on a motorized scooter/wheel chair*!



Here I am on the scooter I rode at the 2007 International Lions Convention in Chicago Illinois. We were at the McCormick Centre near the sales area..

* Yeah, I'm actually joking

Thursday, November 13, 2008

An interesting study of the increase in diabetic patients in the US.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27457618/

"Cost of diabetes drugs skyrockets for Americans
$12.5 billion spent in 2007; newer meds driving increase, researchers say"
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27405027/


This is a very interesting article that I can't resist quoting in part:


CHICAGO - Americans with diabetes nearly doubled their spending on drugs for the disease in just six years, with the bill last year climbing to an eye-popping $12.5 billion.


Newer, more costly drugs are driving the increase, said researchers, despite a lack of strong evidence for the new drugs' greater benefits and safety. And there are more people being treated for diabetes.


The new study follows updated treatment advice for Type 2 diabetes, issued last week. In those recommendations, an expert panel told doctors to use older, cheaper drugs first.


And a second study, also out Monday, adds to evidence that metformin — an inexpensive generic used reliably for decades — may prevent deaths from heart disease while the newer, more expensive Avandia didn't show that benefit.[emphasis added]*


"We need to pay attention to this," said Dr. David Nathan, diabetes chief at Boston's Massachusetts General Hospital, who wrote an editorial but wasn't involved in the new studies. "If you can achieve the same glucose control at lower cost and lower side effects, that's what you want to do."*


The studies, appearing in Monday's Archives of Internal Medicine, were both funded by federal grants.


Something to definitely keep in mind:

In the other study, Johns Hopkins University researchers analyzed findings from 40 published trials of diabetes pills that measured heart risks. Compared to other diabetes drugs or placebo, metformin was linked to a lower risk of death from heart problems.*


A charming little piece: (http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24716880/)
Even a thin person can get diabetes
It's the sugar-coated secret of America's fastest-growing disease

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24716880/

This is a really scarry piece...http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24716880/

* I failed to site my sources; bad staffing and unintention plagerism on my part..

Friday, November 07, 2008

when to check my post-dinner blood sugar?


What time should I check my after dinner blood sugar?


Shortly after I was diagnosed (around 10 May 2004), my Family MD told me to test my blood sugar twice a day, twice a week. He said to test my blood right after I got up in the morning and two hours before eatting dinner. This did cause me scheduling problems and I've since wondered if he forgot to mention testing the blood 2 hours after eatting as well. (Oh, well...)


Blue Cross had a Diabetes Nurse Education calling me every three months for a year. She wanted to teach me survival skills. Something interesting happened: she told me to test my blood sugar 2 hours after finishing my evening meal. So, I started doing this. My Family MD just shook his head but didn't tell me not to.


Yesterday, I went to the local Diabetes Support Group. It turned out that I was the only member to actually show up (the facilator, an RN names Anne, admitted to not calling and reminding members) and so she did a workup on me. This workup consisted of weighing me and asking about my eatting habits. Anne then worked out a "meal plan" for me.


Anne wasn't judgemental but she was upset at how much coffee and Diet Pepsi I drink. So, she told me to taper down my usage and eventually quit drinking such stuff. My wife is happy with this; she thinks I've been drinking too much of the DP and hasn't been bashful about telling me. I had 1 ½ cups of coffee today (one before breakfast and the ½ when I got to work at 3 pm) and two cans of DP: one with breakfast and the second with lunch.


But I digress and the reason I wrote this piece is my latest "Diabetes Team Member" (Anne) told me to test my blood sugar 1 to 2 hours after taking the first bite of dinner. So, that means I'll be testing no later than 8:32 this evening.


I wonder what other time I will be given some day.


On the bright side, Anne has been given free blood sugar meters by med representatives. She is going to give me a new one (a Freestyle 2) to replace the Freestyle that I've used for years. She said it would give the averages for morning fasting readings and post dinner readings separately.


I wonder if she can supply free test strips?

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

fiver for controlling the blood sugar...

Here is an excellent article about the virtues of broccoli for controlling blood sugar. Here is some fine sales work:
The tasty green florets are ripped with sulforaphane, a compound that seems to help keep high blood sugar goons on their best behavior, so they do less damage.
This webpage talks about the ways fiver can help
they suggest putting fiber-rich foods like oatmeal, whole-grain toast, or a veggie-packed omelet on your morning menu to curb afternoon binging on Cheetos or cookies. That's because fiber acts like a speed bump in your gastrointestinal tract, slowing everything way down, so you stay fuller longer.
I probably should mention that both quotes in blockquote are presented in the spirit of "fair usage" and were each taken from the reference link immediately above said quotes.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

problems with disposing used diabetes "SHARPS"

I have been saving my used lancets either in a large “safe” container at work or a small ex-pill container at home. I filled it completely and ended up with four used lancets next to it before I finally got around to disposing of them. To be on the safe side, I emptied the container into a grocery store plastic bag. From past experience, I knew that I could take them to “Paul”, the medical clinic pharmacist and he would put them in the bio-waste burn bag.

I walked in and told the clerk “I’m here to leave some used lancets for disposal in your biological hazardous waste container. Paul said I could drop them off.”

In the past (one time actually), I took in the container and “Paul” disposed of them with no problem. This time was different.

“Paul” walked around a stack of stuff and said “do you have a container?”

“No.”

“We can order one for you.”

“Well, I really don’t want to spend $12 for a bottle that might get thrown away.”

OK, I’ll try to put them in my bag.” Pause while he took my plastic bag and obviously tried then: “My container is too full. Why don’t you take it out front and ask someone?”

I walked “out front” and went to the family clinic and then asked a nurse there is I could dispose of my used lancets? She said “follow me” and was leading me to an empty examining room where I was obviously expected to empty the bag into their container one at a time.

I got lucky, our family nurse (actually, the nurse working for our family MD) took the plastic bag from me and went off to properly dispose of them.

I was fairly pissed off after this happened but it is four days later and I’m just a little miffed.

The State of Kansas forbids anyone from dumping lancets or used syringes into the garbage. You’re not allowed to put used stuff into plastic or glass bottles or containers for fear they may break and a trash collector could accidentally poke himself.

If you can’t shit can these items, then I’d expect
  1. The state of Kansas to provide collection places
    it doesn’t...
  2. Pharamacies to provide disposal points...
    With the exception of the clinic pharmacy, no one in Dodge City does...
  3. The Dodge City Clinic pharamacy
    They have but I’m beginning to wonder if their policy is
    changing...
  4. The clinic
    They still do if you ask the right people (the nurses!)...
  5. The local hospital
    I haven’t asked but past experience with the Dodge City Hospital has convinced me that it would be a waste of time to ask...


I probably should not feel this way but I’m tempted to try the clinic pharmacy again the next time my container is filled and if they don’t take it, I’ll get a plastic container (i.e. a coffee container) and fill it. Then, maybe I’ll take it to the hazardous waste site at the city dump and simply leave it at the clinic. I’m too law abiding to shit can the container in our garbage or a local dumpster...

Perhaps it is more accurate to say I am afraid of getting in legal trouble if I were caught shit canning needles.

I don’t know why I am given there are hundreds of diabetes in the surrounding
area who are probably casually disposing of their used needles with care for the law or even aware of Kansas laws with respect to "disposing of SHARPS"...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

"This ain't no shit..."

NATIONAL MEN’S HEALTH EDUCATIONAL SURVEY FACT SHEET
by
American Diabetes Association
9/8/08

The differenece between a fairy tale and a sea story is "fairy tales" begin with "once upon a time" and "sea stories" begin with "this ain't no shit".

Well, "this ain't no shit" and this pdf file surely isn't a sea story. It is a very sober discussion of problems men have with type 2 diabetes. I've had the reduction in sex drive for several years and my MD just agrees with me that "I'm getting old". Well, this article alerted me to the fact that I've probably got diabetes caused reduced sex drive; the drive started going south several years before I was diagnosed and really crapped out about a year after I was diagnosed. Viagara helps but it isn't a "total cure".

Alas...

Friday, September 05, 2008

noctural leg cramps...

I made roast beef last night and it was quite good. Unfortunately, any fat with the beef stayed in the gravy. So, I didn't drink much with dinner and had a gin-n-tonic after dinner. I deliberately refused to drink much water for fear that my stomach would be too full.

One of the symptoms of diabetes I have is that too much liquids and a fatty dinner will
result in barfing about an hour after going to bed. So, I abstain...

About an hour and a half after going to bed, I awoke with the beginnings of a leg cramp in my right leg. I sat up planning on walking to the main bathroom and peeing; by the time I stood up, my left leg was incredibly painful! I could barely get my flop-flips* on and stumbled to the bathroom. There, it was simply too painful to do anything so I walked out to the kitchen. Then, for no apparent reason, I sat down on a living room chair and the cramps subsided immediately.

I went back to bed a couple of minutes later. My wife mentioned that maybe I was dehydrated and did I drink any water? I said no. (I typically don't drink water at night because it usually gives me a stuffed up nose.)

A couple of hours later, my right leg cramped and I did the put on slippers, go to the main bathroom to pee and went back to bed.

I had worked on hard on Wednesday and nearly as hard yesterday and I thought I'd walked/run too much on the treadmill. Maybe I did? However, thewikipedia page on noctural
leg cramps
said in part: "The precise cause of these cramps is unclear. Potential contributing factors are believed to include dehydration".

I guess they are right.



* I despise the phrase "flip-flops" as it is cutesy and "American"; the
correct name for these shoes is "zorrie" as they were invented in Okinawa and not Oklahoma!

Sunday, August 03, 2008

feet going???

Lately, after going t6o bed, I've felt a kind of numbness on both feet concentrated near the ballsw of my feet. This is really strong on my left foot. I rub the balls of both feet and it seems to help. Putting hand creamme on my feet gets rid of the crinkley feeling but increases the numbness.

Oh, well, I'll have to bring it up with the VA MD in November when I have my annual VA physical and then next June when Dr. Hotestler does my annual "civilian" physical.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Converting A1C to eAG

The formula to convert A1C to "estimated average glucose" (or eAG) number" came from this webpage: The author (Tara Dairman) recommended going to: www.diabetes.org/ag to use a simple conversion window. The governing equation is;

28.7 x HbA1c - 46.7 = eAG (in mg/dl)

There are interesting articles about this, articles well worth reading. This method definitely has it's critics!

A1C to eAG

I read an interesting article that stated a study has been done to allow the converting of A1C readings to equivalent in terms of the readings we take as required. In my case, twice a week (Tuesday and Friday), I check my blood sugar as soon as I can after getting up in the morning and then two hours after finishing dinner (the evening meal). My morning score was 117.

This study claims to have a simple equation to convert A1C into these kind of values.

I've emailed the ADA twice asking about this but did not get a reply.

I would think they would be more eager to give me this info. The fact they are selling a calculator to perform this calculation has nothing to do with the non reply? Could it???

Thursday, July 17, 2008

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Friday, March 21, 2008

really screwed

In the past couple of weeks, my evening scroes have been above 200. THis is really getting me down. I'm wondering if the meds I'm on are going this. I was in the ER this past Sunday because of breathing problems adn am on a really strong drugs. I pray this is fucking up my blood sugar. Anyway, I am going to test my blood sugar twice a day for the next week.

I use the last of the meds on Sunday and hope things will clear up. Also, I have started walking again.

I was sitting here in dispair thinking that I'm going to have to start using the needle and was feeling very depressed. I kept thinking of getting a phone call from Dr. Hostetler (while I'm at work) and having him tell me "Mr. Bell, your A1C is back and it is too high. You're going to have to go on insulin or bayterin{sP}. As I sit there in shock, my precious boss (Ed) starts ragging on me for trivial reasons. (Like he ragged on me this past week...)

I guess this is transference since the man seldom talks to me at all and he was just pissed that I had blown off "proper office procedures". I got back at him by cramming the precious fucking office procedures down his throat. (i.e. reminding me to do paperwork that he probably would have been more happy to fart off...)

I'll have to make a far more coherient report tomorrow. I'm simply still too upset...

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

oh, am I screwed???


When I was diagnosed on 7 May 2004, my
initial A1C was:


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When I had my annual physical at the local
VA Clinic in November 2006, my score was:


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When our family MD did my annual physical
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Then, after enduring a broken ankle, pain and
a lack of physical activity as well as not
trying very hard to eat right, I scored this:


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I remember bad mouthing my youngest brother for lacking blood sugar
control. When he was in hospital in March 2005 (the diabetes ward
that is!), his A1C was 7.8.


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I thought about this late night and decided to have "once last
fling before I get serious again!
So, I had desert with dinner
and drank a gin-n-tonic once we got home. (The roads were ice covered
and I didn't dare risk an accident after a beer...)

Today, I did much better on eatting but a train wreck like my


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doesn't "clear up" in one day of "eatting right". This is actually a
good thing or logically, we would all being going down the toilet
daily...

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Brother of Jesus???

"Don't Mormons believe that Jesus and the devil are brothers?"
-- Mike Huckabee,
to the New York Times Magazine.
Huckabee later apologized to Romney


"What the fuck has he been smoking?"

-me


"When did you [Huckabee] have your lobotomy?"

- LCDR Jetro, USN


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

the "Met" is still the one!

I read a fascinating article that said Metformin is not only still the cheapest of the type 2 drugs but also the best!

Wow!

Instead of paying maybe $262/month for "Lizard Spit", I am paying about $8/month for my Metformin!

Metformin! Still just a pill, not an injectable!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

surgery and fucked up blood sugar readings...

June 2007
Day Date  AM    PM   ≤2   >2  v  s
==================================

Fri 15 128 136 0 0 n n
Sat 16 --- --- 0 0 n n
Sun 17 --- --- 0 0 n n
Mon 18 --- --- 0 1 n n
Tue 19 126 207 0 0 n n 121 about noon at the hospital The 207
Wed 20 --- --- 0 0 n n was 26 hours after surgery and I was on
Thu 21 --- --- 0 1 n n Oxycondron. My brother Charlie is right:
Fri 22 115 198 0 0 n n surgery and drugs do fuck up diabetics!
Sat 23 --- --- 0 0 n n I probably could have used an insulsin shot!
Sun 24 --- --- 0 0 n n
Mon 25 --- --- 0 0 n n
Tue 26 123 --- 0 0 n n
Wed 27 --- --- 0 0 n n
Thu 28 --- --- 0 0 n n
Fri 29 --- --- 0 0 n n
Sat 30 --- --- 0 0 n n
Sun 31 --- --- 0 0 n n

I broke three bones in my left ankle and needed corrective
surgery. Afterwards, I was consuming pain killers (prescription
Oxycondron) and some over the counter drugs. I don't recommend
any of this because while it didn't seem to mees up my
morning blood sugar readings, it surely did mess up my
evening readings.

I suppose I could have done twice daily readings from the day I
trashed my ankle or at least from when I saw the 207 reading.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Surgery Day with pictures added...




Pictures of my left ankle the night before surgery.
The plate to secure my broken ankle and the screws holding it in.

My blood sugar was 126 right after I got up. I didn't take my Metformin (1000 mg) because I was planning on having surgery and could not eat within 8 hours of surgery. About noon, my blood sugar was checked and it had dipped to 121.

I had the surgery (a plate to stabilize a broken bone, removal of a bone chip on the other side and a staple to repair a torn ligament) and endured a number of drugs to knock me out and pain killers afterwards. I figured I'd have a low blood sugar when I finally ate.

I did not! I had a blood sugar of 207!

Here is what I had for dinner:

Dinner: A bowl of chicken soup from Quixos, two saltine crackers and several pieces of Dark Chocolate and several glasses of water. After having not eaten anything in roughly 24 hours, I was surprisingly not hungry until I ate the soup. Then, I asked Kathie for a slice of sour dough bread with peanut butter. Also, I had a can of D.P. with the soup. All tasted good and reminded me of the adage:

"Hunger is the best appetizer!"
Well, I wasn't all that hungry...

Could something that small have lead to such a big reading? By itself, no. With the addition of the various drugs (oxycodone w/apap) and acetaminophen I took when I got home, I suppose it would make sense.

My score was 198 after dinner on the 22th and that was after the same drugs (oxycodone w/ apap and acetaminophren). For dinner, I'd had a Ruben and a large bowl of tomaote soup with crackers and a can of D.P.

Monday, April 30, 2007

a request of "The National Diabetes Information Clearninghourse"

I mailed this letter today and wonder what reply (if any) I get back.

28 April 2007

National Diabetes Information Clearinghouse
1 Information Way
Bethesda, Maryland 20892-3560

Dear Sir or Madam,

Over the past several years, it seems that Diabetes has become pandemic. The sheer number of "new" diabetics means that diabetes is now a statistical universe. I have a great deal of interest in the characteristics of this universe.

I asked the American Diabetic Association for this information and was given your address. I am interested in the statistical breakdown in terms of age, sex, fasting blood sugar level, type of
diabetes and perhaps family history and suspect this analysis is something you have already done I don’t believe that a such a summary would violate anyone’s privacy.

Respectfully,

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

When is 34 mg/dL bad?

When is 34 mg/dL bad?

It was late evening (around 9:38 pm) on 23 March 2007 when it was time to test my blood sugar. I punctured my left forearm but must have left the needle against my skin too long. I got a smear of blood instead of a little drop. I made a second puncture. In both cases, I wiped the "smear" of blood off my arm and tried squeezing out a drop. At the second "hole", I sampled my blood. It didn't take; that is, the meter didn't recognize the "blood offering". I tried again (on the other side of the test strip) and this time the meter gave me the "working" response.

The result was good.

Too damn good: 34!

At this level, I should have been unconscious and I obviously was not!

The test strip had to be bad, very bad. I made a third hole and used a second test strip and got the far more reasonable result of 116!

Now, I wonder if the recent reading of 77 was due largely in part to a bad test strip?

Must I wonder if "good news" is really just bad news and not my having "done well" on the food, etc?


Sunday, March 18, 2007

“Byetta”

A friend of mine started takikng “Byetta” several months ago. She swears by this and thinks it's greast! I told hje5r thast I don't want to go "on the needle" and she said it isn't so b ad. She said the needled is (thumb and forefinger held about 1/2 inch apart) not too big and hardly hurts.

Well, I'm not bothered by the needle used to checking my blood.

I'm still tempted to try "Byetta" in spite of the timeing problems. I told Anna that I'd read you have to inject "Byetta an hour before eating breakfast or dinner. She said she injects within an hour of eating dinner. The two are very different and suggest that "cheating" is a viable option and that would lead me to using "Byetta".

Part of a community...

Part of a community...

______When I was first diagnosed (7 May 2004), I thought I was unusual but certainly not unique. I felt like part of a small culture, To paraphrase Stalin “one diabetic is a tragety but a million is a old monster was referring to murders.) I really didn’t have any right to feel unusual given the large number of “we provide supplies for diabetics” ads but I. Admittedly, these were for blood sugar meters but it brought the realization that diabetes was not a problem. I didn’t know very many people who were diabetic and didn’t realize how many were “type two”.
______I didn’t even know that “type two” even existed!
______Within a couple of months, I found out my Father-In-Law (a very slender man) was a type two and had been on Metformin for years. In September 2004, my brother Jim told me he was diagnosed as “pre-diabetic” and advised me to ask my MD if I was “pre-diabetic”. I asked him if he “was on metformin” and he promptly read between the lines and told me “I need to know if you’ve been diagnosed as diabetic” [or words to that effect]. I said “yes” and he strongly advised me to tell my Mother and my brothers. She was not thrilled and certainly did not seem surprised.
______I went to a meeting of the Dodge City Diabetic Support Group in fall of 2004 but haven’t been back since. They meet the Third Thursday of each month at the local hospital at 7:15 PM. I am either working at 7:15 PM (and no my boss won’t give me “sick leave” to attend!) or I’ve already gone to bed since I’m getting up at 3:15 am to leave for work...
______I went to a Diabetic Support Meeting in October and met a lot of folks whom I didn’t know were diabetic. It was quite revealing...
______This past weekend, (yesterday), we were at a Loins District Convention and we ate “breakfast” with some friends. She said “he” (her spouse) was using “something”. It was a diabetic treatment I’d never heard of; I asked and he said he’d been on Metformin for five months before he had to go to an injectable drug. “Oh, shit!” I thought, will I be going to the needle myself?
______Another person, Anna, said she had started treatment several months ago. She was using “Byetta” and spoke of it with a convert’s zeal. She urged me to ask my MD about Byetta. She didn’t use any pills but went straight on Byetta and said it really helped her control her blood sugar and lose weight (Anna can be subtle about getting a point across!)
______I started looking around the room and wondered how many diabetics were out there. From the talk I’d heard whilst getting my “good snack”, I got the feeling there were a lot. I am become a statistic! (This is a paraphrase of the last line of the brilliant “I Am Legend” hy Richard Methason or so I recall it....)

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

further reactions to "Byetta"

A nicely worded study of BYETTA®exenatide injection by a group of unidentified writers who really sling the words!




My first reaction to reading of this was "Wow! I can control my blood sugar by injecting

myself with this and still use the metformin!" I won't have to use insulin.

Obviously, I'd misplaced my fear of "going on the needle"! After all, what is "Byetta" but another
substance that has to be injected? Somehow, this doesn't sound as scary as insulin. I was wrong.

"Byetta" is far more "scary" than insulin!

Why?

  • Too damn expensive! Without medical insurance, this drug costs (an estimated)
    US$200/month!
  • It has to be taken an hour before eating a meal (breakfast or dinner) and an hour after taking
    my metformin. Suppose that I get off work at 11 pm and rack out at midnight and plan on getting
    up around 8:30 am. My drug regumant would be:
    1. Get up at 6:30 to take the metformin with a small amount of food. Try to go back
    to sleep.
    2. Get up at 7:30 am, go to the kitchen, take the "pencil" out of the refer and inject.
    Then, listen to my wife say you're not going back to bed, are you?"
    3. Go back to bed, not get to sleep, get out of bed, wait till the hour is up and be grumpy for the
    rest of the day from getting 6 hours of sleep vice 8!
  • I suppose I could get up at 8:30 and swallow the metformin, inject the "lizard
    spit" at 9:30 am and eat breakfast at 10:30 am. I would lose weight as I'd not be inclined to get
    lunch only two hours after breakfast!
  • If, on the other hand, I stuck with the dreaded insulin
    injection, I wouldn't have to do any of this crap an hour and two hours prior. That sounds like a
    good idea to me.

    Finally, my blood sugar levels have been relatively "good" lately and
    certainly not so high as to require another drug to regulate my blood sugar. So, I can be happy the
    downsides of "Byetta" are so severe. This way, I don't have to experience the physical side effects
    of this drug.

    Monday, February 26, 2007

    Exenatide ("Byetta":) or "Lizard Spit"

    "Exenatide (also Exendin-4, marketed as Byetta) is the first of a new class of medications approved for the treatment of type 2 diabetes." (Reference wikipedia.com) This drug called
    lizard spit is an injectable drug that works with metformin and may greately improve one's A1C.

    More detail on this substance.

    This stuff is very expensive; about $20000/month and this would be very damn expensive for something that just amounts to a supplementary substance for me. Then, too, there is the matter of it being injected twice a day. I would have to take my metformin two hours before eatting (with a snack) and inject one hour before eattting.

    I was quite excited about the prospect of getting better blood sugar control by using this and then I read the bad news! I don't want to touch this stuff!

    Thursday, February 22, 2007

    disbetes screening day

    Here is a letter I wrote in an attempt to start a diabetes screening programme.



    14 February 2007

    Director, Nursing Program
    Dodge City Community College
    2501 North 14th Avenue
    Dodge City, Kansas 67801

    Dear Ms. ,

    This letter is to confirm what we discussed on Monday, 12 February 2007.


    I propose that the Dodge City (noon) Lions Club and the Nursing Program of the Dodge

    City Community College work together in producing a morning Diabetes Screening Day. We all
    know that a morning fasting test is the best way to screen for diabetes. Producing this would
    involve advertising the event, students to do the medical work and obtaining consumables.


    The Lions would deal with advertising via the local newspapers (English and Spanish)and the local TV affiliate. Part of this would be obtaining permission of the American DiabetesAssociation (ADA) to publish their Diabetes Risk Test in both English(1) and Spanish(2). We would also arrange for handing out pamphlets and contacting other civic organizations. There is aDiabetes Support Group which meets on Thursday evening once a month at the hospital; I willcontact them and ask for their help in this matter. I will also ask the ADA affiliate in Wichita forany advise or help that can provide. We can also talk with the School Superintendent and schoolnurses with respect to extending an invitation to students. We would have to get legal help increating parental permission forms and liability release forms(3). Could the college legal staff arrange this?

    The Lions could ask various pharmacists in town (i.e.Wal-mart, Dillons or Walgreens) to
    supply blood test meters and test stripes for free or at cost. The Lions can arrange to buy any
    consumables if necessary. You would have to advise us on the number of test meters we should
    obtain and the number of test stripes we would need.

    We would like your students to take blood samples for blood glucose readings and
    probably blood pressure readings and heart rates. Taking the blood samples would give your
    students working with random members of the public.

    There are multiple reasons for this joint activity:

    * Diabetes has become a growing concern and may be approaching epidemic status,

    * Many people are ignorant of the various forms of diabetes,

    * People are unaware of the warning signs of diabetes and who is at risk,

    * The public is not always aware of the behavior that lead to diabetes (i.e. obesity)

    * This action would bring favorable attention to your Nursing program and DCCC

    * It would bring favorable publicity to the Lions

    * It would benefit the public for years to come should this become a recurring event.

    Depending on your class schedule and final exam schedules, a date in April 2007 might
    meet the criteria of having enough time to make arrangement and yet not be "too far in the
    future". Arrangements for supplies and obtaining volunteers could probably be done in February. The real problem would be in getting publicity, and that would take several articles and letters to various civic organizations. Thus, a target date in April would probably be appropriate.

    Since Lions is an International Organization, a successful screening day could lead to
    other communities emulating us and thus aiding our future. A successful screening day could
    lead to other colleges taking this up as well. The complications of diabetes are expensive and
    will only grow more expensive in the future. Unless and until a "cure is found", diabetes will be
    a major world wide concern. A successful anti-diabetes campaign could be profoundly important in our future.


    Very Respectfully,


    Lion Michael


    Enclosures: how you help save sight
    what you should know about diab etic eye disease
    what you should know about glauoma

    Footnotes:
    1.
    http://www.diabetes.org/risk-test/text-version.jsp (English version)

    2. http://www.diabetes.org/espanol/recursos-examen.jsp (Spanish version)

    3. The ADA may be able to help with legal issues.

    Monday, February 19, 2007

    "Chromium" as a diabetic support source,,,

    Reference: diabetes treatment?

    Supposedly 200mb of "chromium" per day will help you metabolozie insulin. The following quote is taken verbatum (in the spirit of something called "fair usage") from the referenced article:


    Chromium


    What it is: Your body needs this mineral for the hormone insulin (which lets cells turn sugar into fuel) to work effectively. Insulin resistance, linked to diabetes, is thought to make you fat. The effective dosage seems to be 200 micrograms per day.


    Why try it: Chromium seems to slightly limit weight gain in people with diabetes or pre-diabetes. And in one study, people who didn't have insulin trouble lost about three pounds more in 10 weeks using chromium than those who didn't. But experts say the mineral may be most useful for people with insulin resistance.


    Why not: Years ago, there were health concerns about one form: chromium picolinate. Later studies found it to be safe, though, says Adriane Fugh-Berman, M.D., associate professor in the complementary and alternative medicine master's program at Georgetown. But case reports have linked chronic use of 600 micrograms or more per day to kidney and muscle damage. (Health.com: A guide to today's hot diets.external link


    I don't know how effective this will be but I'll start taking it. After all, my A1C test is only 3 months or so away...

    a death by neglect...

    Mummified body found in front of blaring TV

    It was bad enough that this 70 year man died alone in his house and that no one noticed he hadn't paid his
    • electric bill
    • gas bill
    • water bill
    • phone bill
    • income tax
    • property tax
    • medical bills
    • hadn't contacted his MDs
    • hadn't paid is medical bills
    • and had mail piling up


    He was also a blind diabetic and his neighbors knew this!

    At first, I was outraged and thought poorly of the neighbors. Then, I realized I don't know my neighbors. Oh, I know the neighbors to the west but not the other neighbors. If I were retired and a widower, I could easily die and not be missed for quite a while! Oh, I'd like to think my brothers would check up on me but this is via email (usually) and my email connection is automatically paid by credit card. I suppose the credit card company might notice non payment after a couple of months and cut off my card, thus leading to the internet provider calling me?

    The real horror of this story is the isolation of this old man. He was blind; how could he go shopping and take care of his house? How could he buy new clothing and shoes? What happened to his "Medical Support Team" and why didn't they check up on him? Didn't the shopping clerks notice that the "old blind man" hasn't been coming around for a while?

    Now, in Dodge City Kansas, the Dillion's clerks would notice! The WalMart clerks would probably be glad the old blind man had stopped bothering them! (I'm probably being unfair to the WalMart employees; I'm still pissed off that I got sick after eatting some Peter Pan Peanut butter, serial number starting with "2111", which I bought at the Wichita Kansas Sam's Club!)

    How could so many groups interested in getting his money just ignore him?

    How could he be so isolated as to die and his body be mummified? Well, this did happen in Hampton Bays, New York and those folks have probably got the East Coast fuck-um-he's-not-family-and-I-don't-have-to-care! attitude. (I've been told this is a healthy attitude for high density population areas and that I'm naive to think otherwise...)

    Friday, February 02, 2007

    foot problems...

    I wore my 1986 Army jungle boots during the recent snow storm. Actually, I didn't wear them during the storm but afterwards. This was fine as I was lazy and didn't tie them up properly. I decided to be "proper military" about tieing them up (even if I've been out of the Navy since the day before Thanksgiving 1988!) and tied them up. This did something to my right foot and kind of deforemed or brused it. I spent the next several days having trouble walking until my foot adjusted to walking when I got up in the morning. That is several minutes when my foot was cramped. (Not very pleasant when I had to get up at 0315!)

    I got over it.

    Day before yesterday, I noticed red friction marks on the "index" toe and 'bird" toe of my right foot. I put band aids over these friction marks and they didn't seem any worst the next day. I didn't have any band aids available this morning so I didn't bother. (Doesn't that sound like the kind of bullshit that leads to infections that lead to losing one's foot???)

    It was hard to tell but these toes didn't look much different tonight.

    Anyway, if I'm going to start walking again and lose weight, I'll have to buy new walking shoes. I'm also going to have to get at least one pair of nice, comfortable dress shoes (is that any oxymoron?) and I suppose we'll go shopping when we "do a Sam's Run" to Wichita this coming Saturday.

    I deserve good shoes!

    I want to keep my feet!!

    I don't want to end up like my late Father and youngest Brother!!!

    Friday, December 29, 2006

    several about Diabetics...

    One of the latest emails from the ADA talked about the threat of pneumonia. The threat to "old folks" is that pneumonia weakens their bodies for the illness that kills them...
    "That what doesn't kill us makes us stronger."
    Friedrich Nietzsche
    "That which doesn't kill us makes us vulnerable to that which can kill us!".
    Me...

    There was a rather horrifying statistic about the incidence of diabetics in children. This is both type 1 and type 2. I've got to wonder how this will impact on military recruitment when these kids come of age.

    I can see the Armed Forces not "ingesting" the type 1s but the type 2s will be a different matter.
    Then, I thought of the "boots's" feet. ('Boots' is the old expression for enlisted recruits...)

    Then, I thought of the "boots's" feet.

    I remember the boots ("boondockers") and "low cut" dress shoes I was issued in Navy Boot Camp in September 1970. The leather was very rough and everyone got blisters. Some of these blisters bleed and that made them possible infection sites.

    The second Thursday of December (the 14th), I got a blister on my "left index toe". This appeared to be infected so my family MD had me on anti-bodies for ten days.


    Around Christmas, I was outside barefoot and scrapped by right heel on the shoe. Fortunately, I still had two antibotic pills to go when this happened.

    So, no infection and skin is growing over the "wound" site.

    I was diagnoses as a type 2 on 7 May 2004. I've been "lucky". I have to wonder how many diabetics would be "booted out" of Boot Camp with serious foot wounds or possibly misxsing foot parts.

    I doubt it the V A is ready to deal with this...

    Oddly low...

    My morning fasting score (taken after I walked the dog) was 89.

    89?

    This is the 2nd lowest I've ever had!

    I did have trouble with the reading this morning. Sometimes, the test stripe doesn't go in v;ery well and I have to pull it out and put it back in again (not in sexual manner...). This morning, I "wetted" one side and nothing happened. I squeezed more blood out of my finger and "wetted" the other side of the stripe. It took two tries but it worked.

    I probably should have tried again. Also, I normally test off my forearm but today it had to be the finger. I had put on a long sleeved t=shirt when I got dressed and didn't want to pull the sleeve up...

    Saturday, December 16, 2006

    I ain't no saint myself...

    For years I bitched about my youngest brother's inability to control his blood sugar. I have days wshere I eat a "big" meal at nivht andmy score is comparatively low the next morning (104 -120) and other nights where I have a salad and my score is 135 to 145 two hours later; nights where a steak, small potatoes and veggies give me a smaller score.

    I called my youngest brother and he said he was averaging 251; basically at least 100 points then my "normal" highest...

    I was wearing a black socks and black dress shoes that don't fit worth a damn. The skin on my 2nd and 3rd toes of my left foot were reddened from friction but hadn't blistered up. I wrapped a band aid on one of the toes and wear and tear dropped off. I'm going to have to go to the diabetic shoe store in Garden City to get myself a decent pair of dress shoes.

    I'll need them this comning year....

    Brother's status - good news...

    My youngest brother finally got around to calling teh Social Security people to look into getting onto disability. He had been told early this year that:

    1. he would be rejected the first two or three times and
    2. he would probably not make it anyway and
    3. he would have to deal with his medical and other bills for 8 or 9 months
    He called and was told "you should have called years ago!

    It looks good for him...


    Four days later, still no news and no emails...

    Monday, December 11, 2006

    Charlie's status...

    My youngest brother was in hospital in late November. He had gone in with the vomiting and had a heart attack while in the emergency room. They put him in Heart CCU (Cardiac Care Unit). Two days later, they decided to try a quarduptle bypass. I couldn't help but wonder where they would get the blood vessels from. After all, his reight leg ends at mid theigh and his left leg about 5 inches above his ancle. This means the vein used in his surgery in March 2006 was wasted. He had a serious infection of his left foot back then and they had taken a vein from high in his left thigh and had used this to replace the trashed out veins then in his lower left leg. After a while, they simply had to whack off his left foot. It was very painful for all and especially him to lose that foot but it still bothers me that saving the foot had wasted a vein that might have eventually gone to save his heart.

    Anyway, they called in the cardiac surgeon and tried angeopathy vice open heart. The surgeon said is was a "no go" [or words to that effedt]. Then, the bette rspecialist was called in and he decreed that Charlie probably would not survive open heart surgery; if he did survive then his kidneys would have been totally trashed. So, this better surgeon decided to try angipathy again. Being the better "cutter", he succeed.

    So, my youngest brother was declared suitable to be released.

    Our other two brothers and I are quite concerned. We worry about what he eats (pizza and coke cola, beer and wine), his apparent unwillingness to walk on his prothesis and his over willingness to use the wheel chair and his apparent unwillingness to work on his own behalf.

    We were happy that Charlie had a group insurance plan to cover his hospital stay. He had been fired in early November (he was out sick too many days) but still had the company medical plan until the end of November 2006.

    That is a damned shame! If he had lost the insurance, Charlie would have gone back on COBRA and would have had total coverage. Instead, his "company group insurance" was only good for $5,000 and his bills were about $100,000!. This means he owes $95,000! He will lose all his money (including his inheritance) and anything of real value to pay off his hospital bill.

    Folks like Charlie need free public health care, if only because they'll never be able to pay back the very, very large hospital bills they run up. I'm not rich and we can't afford to carry Chrlie's debts and pay his bills. This is already causing problems between my wife and me and between another brother of ours and his wife!

    Saturday, November 11, 2006

    on Soy Yogart...

    I read a article called "Soy yogurt could help control diabetes" the other day that asserted "eating soy yogurt" will help diabetics by lowering their blood sugar. I tried a small container (6 oz) of a Strawberry/Vinalla flavoured soy yogart this afternoon. It looks horrible but actually tasted good. The article didn't state the minimum daily dosage. Given the container I ate cost 99¢, I don't know if the $693/week will be worth it. However, since there was only one other container in the cooler at the 14th Street Dillions, I don't think this'll be a problem

    I looked up the recipe for soy yogart from my copy of "Sailing The Farm". Then, I sniffed the little bit of milk we had in the fridge, tasted it (it hadn't really started going bad) and fired up a batch of home made milk yogert.

    I've found my raw soy seeds from last year or so and they still seem fine. So, following the instructions in "Siling the Farm", I'm going to make some soy milk tomorrow and buy another container of the soy yogurt and try it with soy "milk".

    Sunday, October 29, 2006

    mystery of sugar...

    I had a salad, with low cal dressing and water. Two hours later, my blood sugar reading was quite high (171 I think but I'll have to look it up). The dismaying thing about this is I've eatten stuff that should have "flashed" to blood sugar easier than a salad and (perhaps) too many slices of salami.

    I am going to correlate meal type and blood sugar one of these days.

    Tuesday, October 24, 2006

    My "Nurse Case Manager" or "Diabetic Coach" Karen and I...

    This is my "Nurse Case Manager" or "Diabetic Coach" Karen and I at the Diabetics Seminar, at the Dodge City Senior Center, on 24 October 2006. (Yes, my name is "Mike", I live in Dodge City Kansas and too many people can identify me. Still, I feel the desire to be secretive about my "real" name.)


    Me and my "Diabretic Coach" Karen ("Diabetic Educator" actually). I don't have permission to give her full name and any locating information so I won't...
    "My" Karen and another nurse.



    Tuesday, October 10, 2006

    dying by abundance

    ______In this Slate article, ("Please Do Not Feed the Humans" or "The global explosion of fat") William Saletan discusses how our species evolved in an environment of food scarcity. The recent (last century) abundance of food has happened too fast for evolution to counter said abundance with improved inherited "time to stop eating" mechanisms and anti-obesity, anti-diabetes, anti-heart attack mechanisms, etc. We're being killed by the survival mechanisms that allowed our ancestors to survive long enough to beget us!
    ______I remember worrying about losing 10 pounds in high school. I also remember girls being mocked for being 5 to 10 pounds overweight. Now, I'm probably 50 pounds overweight and can't seem to lose that weight. Sadly, I work with young men who are overweight to the point of looking pregnant.
    ______Decades ago, I noted that poor blacks in southern Mississippi seemed to be the most obese. I later realized they were eating cheap and very high calory foods. A fairly snotty and apparently anti-American Brit ("The end of obesity?" by Gwynne Dyer) commented on this as well. This Brit expected the obesity epidemic to fizzle out due to "global warming" and a return to food scarcity by the end this century. (I take a certain amount of comfort in the realization that diabetes and probable heart problems and simply age will render me dead well before then. I was born in 1951...)
    ______In spite of my gloomy belief the human race will kill itself off in the next century or two (probably via that old standby, killing over religious differences). Perhaps not the death of the entire species, maybe a small enough fraction of the current overpopulation will survive and humans will once again be were they were for so many millienum: on the endangered species list! (I smirk whilst reading this but I really hope it doesn't happen. I want the various kids in my family and the families of friends to survive. I'd be lying if I said I worried about foreigners...)
    ______So what is the point of this blog? Well, given that type 2 diabetes is caused by obesity and there has been an explosive increase in both childhood obesity and childhood type 2 diabetes, then we need to be worried. Twenty years ago, "childhood type 2 diabetes" simply didn't exist (supposedly).

    Friday, September 22, 2006

    comments on "needle" versus "oral medications"...

    ______I had a conversation with a Diabetes Educator and a fellow Type Two. This woman muttered "I don’t want to go on the needle".
    ______I replied "me neither".
    ______The Diabetes Educator said in a very earnest voice "I’m not a diabetic but if I were, I would skip the pills and go straight to injected insulin".
    ______When I told my diabetics coach yesterday, I said "she is not a diabetic and doesn’t understand the fear of having to use the needle for the rest of my life. I don’t want to use the needle until I’ve tried everything else".
    ______She commented that "the needle" isn’t such a bad fate. Sorry but I don’t agree and want to keep from having to use injected insulin for as long as I can.

    Thursday, August 24, 2006

    Saving the Diabetic...

    This is a ADA news release about the killing of a Senate Bill that would have made life much harder for Diabetics. If you're a diabetic or know someone who is, it is still worth your while to
    _______* find out how "your" Senator voted and
    _______* send them a thank you or a "Foxtrot Uniform"

    http://www.diabetes.org/uedocuments/enzi051106.pdf

    I sent an angry note to both of "my" Senators, both good apparachiks.

    Monday, August 21, 2006

    Happy Day! Good News!!

    ______Well, I had my dilated eye exam and Dr. Tarwater said there were no problems with my eyes! I was quite happy to hear this!
    ______After he asked me who my eyeglass doctor was (Dr. Copeland), I told him I was planning on getting my eyes examined in October. He then told me that I might want to put that exam off as Dr. Copeland was being treated for cancer. This is very sad; I like Copeland and folks I know not only like him but like his family as well.
    ______It was a mixed event: my eye health was fine but Dr. Copeland is now.

    Thursday, June 08, 2006

    Good news!


    Results of my Blood Work (23 May 2006)...

    Lipid - Perfect

    Cholesterol - 152 total

    Good Cholesterol - 52 (50 is minimum)

    Bad Cholesterol - 86 (100 is maximum)

    Triglycerides - 68 (160 is maximum)

    Hemoglobin A1C - 7 (adequate)

    PSA 1.21 (good as it is less than 4; last year was 1.37)

    Lost 7 pounds since last year

    Monday, May 29, 2006

    My feet (my old "personal" picture...)

    Actually, this is my dog and our new cat sleeping on the couch and actually gettihng along with each other...
    My feet!

    Sunday, May 28, 2006

    good eatting and horrible numbers!

    Dinner: At the High Street Brfewer and Cafe in Eugene Oregon:

  • Appetizer: tater tots with cheese dip
  • Hamberger (1/3 pound) with Tillamooh cheedar cheese and a fried egg
  • plus great french fries
  • and two glasses of a great microbrew beer!

    The hamberger was so good it deserves to be mentioned by it's name ("Wilbur's Jumbo Deluxe Burger") and it's description "Bacon,Tillamook cheddar, & a fried egg" on their menu.


    Events have consequences and so did my "little" binging...


  • Then, 2 hours and 30 minutes later, I took my "two hours after eatting blood reading" (the above figure of 201!).


    For most folks, that might seem too high. But for me, it is quite high and will probably fuck up my A1C test in late May! (28 May 2006: This little binge probably had it's part in my getting an increase in A1c from 6.8 to 7.0! in late May!) However, it was well worth it!



    Dinner: At the Golden Crown in Beaveron, Oregon, the number 9 and a beer.

    This food was quite good but was quite bad for me! Two hours after eatting, I had the highest blood sugar reading I've ever recorded! This was:


    For me, this was a shockingly high value. I just knew that it really help fuck up my A1C test in late May (and I rather think that it did!). Alas but it did give me a really strong hint on what I shouldn't eat. Also, I could take comfort in the fact that I go to this restraunt perhaps once a year and almost never go to Chinese elsewhere. Kind of a reassurring thougth, kind of...

    Of course, I being a highly intelligent type who takes bad news in stride and knowing that I should do nothing to jack that frigging reading, didn't go out for a walk but had a beer instead...

    Ok, I may be fairly intelligent but sometimes I just sigh and do the easy but bad things...

    Besides, I felt better after having that beer. (I didn't get around to telling me wife just how bad bad was...)

    Sunday, May 21, 2006

    pictures of my feet...

    Given that my brother Charlie doesn't have feet, I get a certain amount of reassurrance in knowing that I still do.








    My wife accidentally "cut off" my big toes when she took this photo.










    An attempt at photographing my damaged left little toe. I ran my left foot into something about four months ago and the toenail may have stopped growing.

    Another shot of my left foot.

    A nice shot of my feet!








    Who says my dog and cat (one of them anyway) can't get along with each other?

    Thursday, May 11, 2006

    I just picked a scab...

    My brother Charlie has a serious ulser on his left foot. He finally admitted that the ulser was on the side of his left heel and that he had developed a blister there.

    A blister?

    Wasn't he taking care to ensure his shoe fit well? (With no right foot, saying "shoes" is rather redundant and sentimental.)

    Well, the blister had scabbed over and he picked the scab!

    He picked the fucking scab? Well, that lead to an infection and that lead to him going to the emergency room in January with a serious ulser. He knows his blood sugar is way too high and also knows the threats of foot injury.

    There is something very scary about my brother's leg loss. He has been a diabetic for 26 years and his blood sugar is why too damn high. (He thinks an A1C of 7.5 is normal.) I've been a diabetic for almost two years and I'm having trouble with my own blood sugar. I'm worrying that I might someday end up in the same fucked up situation as my brother.